A girl and her (fetish) wardrobe >.<

After Daria’s lamenting over her clothes for the Fetish Ball in Hamburg I decided to pull all my clothes out of the closet tonight and see if the picture I had in my head would match the one in reality.
As it so often happens, it didn’t, lol.
I’m glad I did this fitting thing today though and not hastily before leaving or, as initially planed, not at all.

See the initial plan was my white / black leather corset with a ballerina skirt thingy.
Basically the skirt I wore for the photo shoot with the college newspaper a while back [clickety].
I shall show you pics and I’ll elaborate (cause people really care about this shit yo!).
Side-note before I start: I’m not wearing make up, didn’t do my hair and I’m still wearing my leggings and socks.
It’s in no means a real representative of what I’m hoping to achieve

The Initial Plan:
My White leather corset.I love this corset a lot but for some reason I just don’t feel secure enough in wearing it in a room filled with strangers. It might be the fact that my chestfat (no not my boobs) tried to peek out at the sides, or it’s the fact that this corset is still sooooo rigid that I can hardly move in it. I’m settling on a combo of those two though.
Note how I’m attempting to smile on the pic and my face just says it all, lol.

The back up plan:
I thought about my Hello Kitty dress but I’m very uncertain about that.
I feel at home in the outfit and submissive and such, there’s still a chance I might pack it. The main reason I don’t want to take the HK combo is because I have been asked to leave a party while wearing it before. Yes, that’s a while back but if a semi professional party has issues with it, then there’s is a pretty big chance that a level styled party has major issues with it. And I really don’t feel like going through that hell again (or putting Daria and Jeri through it again, once is enough).
Ironically enough the person that excluded me from a party because of the HK dress is also going to Hamburg. Would be funny to just wear it and go sit close to her to be annoying, lol.

The New plan:
After looking at all my corsets I realized I could wear my Red n Black one! Yes yes a cliche combo but I don’t care. I love this little thing I feel devious and sexy in it and I still have room to move The big difference with the leather one is basically that I don’t feel like a meatblob in leather. Fuckyeah, decision is made!

I need to stop putting my hands in my sides, it makes my arms look redonkulous. No clue what happened tonight but I forgot all rules regarding to picture posing, hahaha.

I also wanted something more comfy, just in case I switch (zomg!) or in case I’m sick of the corset (my max time in wearing them lays around 3 – 5 hours in a row). I rediscovered a lovely leather top I have never worn outside the house, lol. Mostly because I felt I looked to blobby in it. Don’t know what happened, but I didn’t feel blobby at all while wearing it tonight, so it’s probably coming with as a backup. Yeah it has less shape then the corset, I’m fat, deal with it.

After checking the website of the Sweet Surrender party I think I might be fine wearing my HK outfit. We’re going to Germany for fucks sake, land of fucked up porn and awkward fetishes. They of all people should be able to understand a little girl dress (I mean, who am I kidding, it’s ageplay, yes I feel like I’m 7 in it. Suck it Trebeque).

And then I decided to try on my little tophat and It’s so cuuuuuuuuute! Piccies below (also a pic of me in P’s Fedora. He thinks I can pull it off, I think I look like a maffia mutant experiment on absinthe).